from a sad and lonely time:

you have no serotonin left in your brain.
your empty and withering away. pathetic
moving.
routine.
alone.
solitude with another.
myself.

wanting to die.
literally getting to that point.

friendship, love and needing people?
do you have that xandre? do you really?

you've never needed to actually take care of somebody in your life.
never.
you don't know what it's like.
to be in it together.

you need to get away.
and go somewhere. probably what people don't expect of you.
is what you should do. because that is probably the right thing.
get away. get away.
the music is there.
it is important.
you need it. it needs you.
but get away.

cut your hair

find stuff that makes you laugh. comedy.

buy DIRT.

dance.